Feeling the baby blues...

Ok, so Chris & I have been "not preventing pregnancy" for several months now, and still, no "happy surprises". I know we told each other from the start that we don't want to "plan", for the mere fact that it just DOESN'T happen like that... not to mention the stress it puts on everything! But, I'm just feeling those baby blues!! I just can't stop thinking about how much I want to become a mommy!! I can't wait to feel the movements that every mommy-to-be says she feels... I can't wait to go and paint the nursery, and fill it with toys and clothes and all that cute baby stuff... I can't wait for all the wonderful (and yes, even the stressful) days of being a parent... I can't wait for the day when I get to call my in-laws and my own parents and family the wonderful news... hence I said WHEN... I just pray that I'm not getting my hopes up, and that God does have a baby McHenry in His plan for us. I have so many things in my life to be thankful for, and I just can't wait for the day that I get thank Him for such a miracle! HOPEFULLY, more news to come!! :)